Like Something Out of a Movie.

Dinner Dance which was yesterday or two days ago, happened so fast and yet it was a wonderful start for summer.
The whole show in general was enjoyable albiet me and johnnie performed but still enjoyable haha xP
and it was basically all those cfc-y cats who haven't seen each other in like a year.
So it was mostly a reunion i guess you could say.

Allyson was there.
(this is a freaking novel.. haha)
yep
Ex girlfriend who i haven't spoken too ever since december
and ever since i stupidly stopped talking to her.
after about half a year without talking, it was the first time i saw her.
Now initially my reaction was just embarrassment and uh another word for scared.
because i didn't know what to say or how to approach this whole thing
so the first part of the night i was sitting across the floor while we were basically looking at each other for the whole night.

The Dance came on, and i was walking around with Johnnie; I said,
"Man i really want to just say something to her, to finally just
put things behind us but i just dont know how."
Johnnie then says, "Dude just do it, what's it going to hurt?"
Allyson's standing against a wall by herself looking at the stage,
Perfect moment i suppose.
i walk up...
then i cowardly walk back and punch a wall.
"i cant do it."
i stumble back to my chair and start to wonder, "this may
be my last chance to become friends with her again and put all this
behind us."
I stand up again
then swallow my pride, go close to her.
she looks nice.
right when im near her.
i touch her over the shoulder.
she has that same smile i fell in love with half a year ago.
"hey" she exclaims
"hey uh. can i talk to you?" i say while leading her outside.
"yeah sure"
that same smile.
we walk outside, and the night is blue not black.
i look out and just say "Hey im sorry for, all of that shit i did and
put you through, Junior year wasn't as good after that moment."
she puts her hat over her mouth, i think she's about to cry.
To my surprise she's smiling.
that same smile.
"yeah, it hasn't been to good for me either." she says.
i look back at her. she's still really short
i laugh a bit
she laughs too
"Dont make it awkward!!" she exclaims, punching my shoulder
"Hahaha im sorry! i always do, everything i do has some awkwardness to it."
"You never change david." she smiles again
"is that a good thing?"
"yeah." she says
we talk for an eternity or rather thirty minutes.
she has that same smile.
we hug.
i look down into her eyes.
she smiles.
"i forgive you." she says.
I smile back.
"i missed talking to you, it's been too long." i say.
she smiles.
we go back inside.
Slow dance and we're back in step again.
she leans in close to whisper sweet and sincere
it might not turn out like we plan
but i've got plenty of time on my hands.

The end.