Woo remembering time.

When i was of a younger age, i used to live in this one story house in hayward CA, which is like 10 mins away from oakland.
No i do not like the raiders.
But i remember my dad used to make a shet load of home movies, and man those are always fun to watch.
Dad- "When's your birthday?"
Me- "November... November 33!"
(i secretly knew my birthday)
oh man.
that was great.
at night if i couldn't sleep i did the water or milk trick.
where you head into the kitchen at night and drink water or milk.
THEN RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN back to bed because you think something's chasing you.
hahahaha
only me?
okay. XD
but yeah i always thought something was chasing me back then at night.
and i hated going down the hall way because i always imagined a blair witch esque.
(It was the 90's!)
Btw i've always wanted to watch The Blair Witch Projet -_-"
I STILL WANT TO WATCH IT XP
hahaha.

and i still remember the day i learned i stuttered.
I was watching an elvis impression with my dad, and i thought it was the real elvis so i asked my dad if it was. and he said noo it's just an impression.
So i attempt to ask "So did elvis ask his friend to play for him then?"
although it came out "Sss-s-s-s-s-s-s-sooo D-iid."
i didn't even finish the sentence =(
sad story?
nah not really, more like slightly amusing.

Hmm what else.
oh yeah the neighborhood was generally safe.
albiet looks like fucking compton.
and there was this store called Food Max.
Old school food 4 less.
and pwns albertsons.
anyway, me and my moms walked there one night and she got me those Dope ass M&M Crunch.
unfortunately they dont make them anymore.
but when we got home, my brother was crying. and we were like whats wrong?
"i thought you guys got kidnapped!"
=)

buwahaha XD aww.
Oh this other time when we were living in Rhode Island, my brother and i used to just straight out brawl, all the damn time.
i like double axhanded his back. and if you dont know what that is.
it's when you put your two fist together and do a swinging motion like an axe
haha he punched me too.
brotherly love.
=)

Uh another thing...
Oh yeah, i have a tendency to not sleep in my room.
not that i dont like sleeping in my room, it's just, i sleep better if im in a different room or if someone is in the room while im sleeping.. haha
so i always took advantage of the weekends because i just slept on the floor downstairs in front of the TV when i used to live in RI, and i slept in the Guest room for the majority of my time there. again, not because im scared of my room, it's just.
ahh maybe im scared
haha i dont know XD
Especially here. haha XD i slept in my room then i moved to sleeping in the loft for about a year then i end up sleeping in my room again
dude im weird.
>_>
haha i digress.

I like Zombies.
.. i dislike.. In N Out <-- overrated...
Del Taco's Chicken soft tacos are bomb.
i was traumatized by Texas chainsaw massacre in my sixth grade year.
i learned the reason why i don't eat breakfast is because i eat so much in the middle of night XD
oh man.
Memories are the best movies out there.
they shape you and make you like what you like today.

Realit y Cake.

A big piece of reality cake hit me.
although it's been hitting me for a while, i just try to ignore it, but
now i believe it's too deep to ignore.
College.
whats my personal statement going to be?
When am i gonna start my apps?
Should i put all of my activites in?
how many teacher recomendations should i get?
What scholarships am i eligible for?
Can i get my grades up?
are my grades good enough?
did i do enough to secure my future?
gahd all these questions are just soo important, and yet
i try my best to avoid them.
Not anymore.
I want to go to college, and i want to go to a a damn good one for that matter.
Junior college and Community college are a No No.
I'm shooting for a straight 4 year college. whether that be a UC or a
Cal State school.
In my head i keep on thinking "you're screwed david, you're not going to make it into college."
I dont want to keep thinking that.
I'm going to get in.
College is on the horizon, and i plan to have my shit done by the end of November (which is the time college apps are due)
Fuuuuccck.
Why did senior year have to come so soon?
I'm already feeling the effect in the BEGINING of JULY...
and to you underclassmen who are reading this and those of you who dont have to worry about this shit in like a year or two or three.
enjoy your shit right now, school is alot more important than you think.

hmmm...

personal statement prompt one- Describe the world you come from.

the world i come from?
an average life with interesting stories.
My stuttering has in fact affected me in terms of school as well as social interactions.
I hold back questions during class for fear of not being able to enunciate the word completely.


I remember a fucking teacher made fun of me because of it.
Fuck that teacher. Didn't teach me anything other than to NEVER end up like them.

whatever. I've had too many teachers that ironically didn't teach me a damn thing. and it wasn't my fault at all.
They just lack the ability to teach anyone.
ie: my ap english teacher.
who spent the entire class period watching britney spears videos and flirting with her boyfriend.
-_-"

Ahhh.. Schooool, College. DX

Do Work.
and get your shit into gear.