Going back to the place where i dwelled.

Once i graduate and spend summer with my good friends i'm going to leave all of this desert and rain and sunny conditions for the gray overcast and sunny skies of San Fransisco.

I'm going from a suburban kid to a College/City kid, and that thought totally makes me stoked.
No need for driving to this place, just hop the bus down to sunset and get at some nice spots for food and clothes.

I'm barely going to know anyone in the school up there so it'll be a new frontier of meeting my new best friends up there, but the current ones down here which is a few i have to stay in touch with.

Oh man, High school is amazing, well it's not THAT great but i like it enough to say i had some great times. I keep hearing that College is one of the most amazing times of your life, and with that i cant just hold in my feeling of glee! I'm gonna be in a gah damn City, i haven't lived in a city.. ever and thats gonna be an adventure in and of itself. I'm going to be alone and i'll have to fend for myself. Nothing wrong with that, i always liked that independent thing.

Also, i can look for those legit record stores and true Chinese food places that only the locals know about. I'm going to learn the ins and outs of that city, and i'm going to be so connected within that city that almost every shop, one worker knows who i am. I dont wanna deal with bullying and annoying shit that i dealt with since middle school here.
I'm looking forward to drinking with the dudes and having stories with the ladies. I wanna make it memorable, and i want to continue snowobarding while up there.
I'm not a professional yet and i'm not stopping until i achieve that status of becoming sponsored.


There's nothing wrong with SoCal, frankly i think it's ONE of the greatest places on earth. Cool people, cool weather (sometimes) However, it's too car and driver oriented in that, you MUST drive if you want to get any real shit done, and that's great and all but i won't have a license till i'm 18 so mid October >_> Also i hate this weather for spring and summer, It goes from hot to ass hot to even hotter to a little colder then hotter. And some of the people seemed to be PO'ed all the time, and i hate cholos. I just cannot stand looking or seeing that subculture, because it looks soo.. useless. Also, I hate to say it but when you do live in a mid sized city but the major cities are an hour away, there really is nothing you can do within your town unless you like going to the mall. >_> I need a change of pace, hell i dont care if there are smug/ asshole people up there. Of course there is, it's bloody city. However this whole cabin fever of so cal i starting to wear me down.
I'm going back to the Bay where i was born.

Peace.

Here's the Situationoioinoinoinonin

Prom's coming up, and i'm not very excited.
As of right now the girl that i was talking to is offically talking to this other dude in my class and it's pretty much in my face every single damn day when 4th period rolls around. She even has the gaul to just stare at me half the damn class period. >_>
I was planning to ask her to prom too but nuts to that shit, that ish aint even worth it. Lets name her (E)

So when i found out she was talking to another dude i made a big deal about it with my people. Certain people caught wind of this and told me that hey you know there's another chick named (B) who has a huge crush on you. So im like oh alright, bad timing i'm trying to get over this girl i was dating who totally fucked me over. I mean she's to be honest gorgeous you know? but i dont know i'm completely confused.

Then comes another girl named.. (Y) who i heard before that wanted to ask me to prom but i was currently dating (E) so i pushed that in the back burner. But now I might ..."have to ask her" which sounds completely douchey. gahd dammit. There's nothing wrong with her but i just dont see her "THAT WAY" you know?

Then another girl (X) who i had to tell i wanted to be friends because i knew in my mind it wasn't going to work out anyway, because that was also really bad timing due to all of these other girls coming into the mix.

As you can see ladies and gentlemen that was 4 girls over the past.. lets say.. week and half? Jesus other guys would be rolling with joy, i'm sitting here typing like a bitch. I wanted a break, hell i need a break again. I took a year break to get over Allyson and shit i still kinda miss her but that's not the point. I tried to get back into this whole relationship scene with (E) but obviously she wasn't looking for a relationship.

So i'm at a crossroads and for some reason i dont feel like going either direction and just saying Fuck it.

-David.

Fucking bullllshiiet

I wanted a relationship you wanted a fuck buddy.
Bitch you coulda told me that sooner before i wasted my god damn time.
Fuck you, bitches like you make me glad i'm going back to the bay area.
Don't gotta deal with country conservative ass here.

I can be destructive too.

I dare not ask who's been helping you fall asleep.

Period. *sigh.

Glad to see this is journal now.

Fuck that bitch.