Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Monday, June 7, 2010
The Last day for the rest of your grade school life.
Since i wrote one about the first day of the rest of my life (beginning of senior year) i might as well write about the end of senior year and the end of grade school as we know it.
The last class day for me and the other seniors in the TVUSD school district will be tomorrow June 8th 2010. It will be my last time walking down the sidewalk to the cross walk. Last time seeing will or patrick or jeff's car and hopping in for a ride XD. Last time complaining about fourth period. Last time chasing after high school girls. Last time walking to advanced dance for fifth period. Last time i see all of those teachers. Last time i wait at that tree in front of the school with the asians. Last time i see those asians everyday for school. Last time i'll ever be in high school. Last time i'll be amazed at how many people i've never even seen before on campus. Last time i talk to half of those guys i met and knew. Last time i laugh, cry, and get angry during school. Last time i dread the heat during school. Last time i'll do high school homework.
And my last day, as a grade schooler.
The last class day for me and the other seniors in the TVUSD school district will be tomorrow June 8th 2010. It will be my last time walking down the sidewalk to the cross walk. Last time seeing will or patrick or jeff's car and hopping in for a ride XD. Last time complaining about fourth period. Last time chasing after high school girls. Last time walking to advanced dance for fifth period. Last time i see all of those teachers. Last time i wait at that tree in front of the school with the asians. Last time i see those asians everyday for school. Last time i'll ever be in high school. Last time i'll be amazed at how many people i've never even seen before on campus. Last time i talk to half of those guys i met and knew. Last time i laugh, cry, and get angry during school. Last time i dread the heat during school. Last time i'll do high school homework.
And my last day, as a grade schooler.
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Friday, June 4, 2010
I guess i dont understand it.
I don't fucking understand it
I want to get out now.
Bay area, Save me.
Fuck this.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Lazy Bastard
I dont like being too busy. If I know i'm going to be a little to busy i take it easy for a little while and just chill. I'm not the kind of person who has to do something every damn day, in fact I still enjoy sitting on my ass after school and playing UFC or some other video game. You might think it's sad or dumb but i enjoy it. I'm a very social person but going out and embracing the things that make me social only happen.. if i want too. Frankly as of late i really haven't been wanting to.
I guess this is making her mad.
Don't like it? tough.
I'm still not changing for anyone, hell i want to have lazy days because i need time just for myself. I enjoy time for myself just playing guitar or something productive like writing or anything.
Selfish?
In this context yes.
In the big picture not at all.
It's just the way i am, I want to chill in an environment i'm used too just because i prefer it most of the time. I'm not discounting chilling outside my comfort zone, believe me there are time periods where thats all I do.
For now, i'll sit at home enjoying things i enjoy in the comfort of my place.
I guess this is making her mad.
Don't like it? tough.
I'm still not changing for anyone, hell i want to have lazy days because i need time just for myself. I enjoy time for myself just playing guitar or something productive like writing or anything.
Selfish?
In this context yes.
In the big picture not at all.
It's just the way i am, I want to chill in an environment i'm used too just because i prefer it most of the time. I'm not discounting chilling outside my comfort zone, believe me there are time periods where thats all I do.
For now, i'll sit at home enjoying things i enjoy in the comfort of my place.
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