I dont like being too busy. If I know i'm going to be a little to busy i take it easy for a little while and just chill. I'm not the kind of person who has to do something every damn day, in fact I still enjoy sitting on my ass after school and playing UFC or some other video game. You might think it's sad or dumb but i enjoy it. I'm a very social person but going out and embracing the things that make me social only happen.. if i want too. Frankly as of late i really haven't been wanting to.
I guess this is making her mad.
Don't like it? tough.
I'm still not changing for anyone, hell i want to have lazy days because i need time just for myself. I enjoy time for myself just playing guitar or something productive like writing or anything.
Selfish?
In this context yes.
In the big picture not at all.
It's just the way i am, I want to chill in an environment i'm used too just because i prefer it most of the time. I'm not discounting chilling outside my comfort zone, believe me there are time periods where thats all I do.
For now, i'll sit at home enjoying things i enjoy in the comfort of my place.
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