Don't Worry, I'll be here.

I'm still standing.
that's plain and simple.
Yesterday was power day, to me it was similar to what pre-con SHOULD've been
for me.
it was powerful to say the least. XD
but there was something about it that screamed, "you made the good choice."
because the lord knows i had something "better" to do than go to power day.
However, im glad i did, it helped me realize alot of things i wasn't taught by the old people. In turn i guess i actually did learn something from power day, it was that no matter what you're gonna fall down, but it's entirely up to you if you want to stay on the ground or stand right back up.




Summer right now is going by steadily, and for that im enjoying it.
I had the grace to be able to see everyone that i haven't seen to much.
And that just put me in a better mood because dang, not being able to see
someone you miss for almost half a year really puts a damper on your thought process.
Probably why i did mediocre in school the end of junior year.
3.0.. YOU CAN DO IT BETTER! XD
but really though i have many goals for this summer.
and since im nocturnal im not about to sleep just yet.
So...
...
Lists!
everybody loves List.
Jovel told me to make a summer list because it'll make me
less bored.
So.
onto the breach my friends.

1. Visit Everyone I know in SoCal at least twice.
Oooo tall order.
2. Get 100 wins in UFC.
shut up im still a nerd i have 60 something.
3. Make ammends with everyone.
yep.
4. Visit Kristina Akanna.
Take my hand i can twist our lines for every situation.
5. Escape from something, and feel awesome about it.
Nothing death defying porfavor. XD
6. Slow Dance.
7. Go to a Daphne loves derby Concert.
8. Get Matts Afro!
Gahd he's from Nor-cal and he has the DOPEST Afro i've ever seen.
9. Shave my head.
10. just kidding, get a new haircut. XD
11. Ride a bike.
because who rides bikes these days?
12. Try hard to realize we might not be together anymore.
My mistake, i gotta live with it.
13. Perform with johnnie again!
Dinner dance was fun, although i forgot the verse. XD
14. Be closer to EVERYONE on the team even brandon and jesse and joey.
15. Realize my stuttering is caused by my mind not my mouth.
16. Hug her again.
17. Hawk my hair.
legit hawk.
18. Reminisce of the old times with people i've experienced it with.
19. Flip off Douchebags.
Whats more fun?
20. Have a dream so great that i want go to back to sleep.
because you start to pretend you're in it again xP
21. Teach Allyson how to use a Yo Yo.
22. Go on a mission trip
Dude that sounds DOPE!
23. Balroom dance :D
24. Get better at Dancing and Graf.
25. Learn how to House Dance.
26. Hang out with my Family more.
27. Extert my anger to something postive.
punching = no no.
28. Learn a BACKFLIP
29. Pwn somebody and say, U Mad.
30. Do just anything to know you'd still wait for me.
31. More..
blah XD