I think

I have a problem.
One that is of a psychological sort.
I'm starting to think i have chronic depression.
coupled with anger.

I just, get so sad some times you know?
and it usually happens often and out of nowhere.
but it hasn't been like this before.
Not as bad as this.
Like, something bad happens or i come to realization that things aren't working out and i just get really sad.
I want to say what's on my mind, i really do.
But what's on my mind isn't exactly the prettiest nor selfless.
It's selfish down to the bone.
I'm sad
I'm really sad right now.
Ugh, i guess admitting it is the first step to recovery.