This entire summer the only thing I've been focused on was when i was going to leave, or how many days i had left or what i was gonna do when i first leave my parents and junk. I completely discounted the current place i'm in until just recently. Hands down this is been my most enjoyable summer as of late. I seemed to have gotten by with a little help from.. my friends ;)
I came home from the trip and i felt extremely sad because i wasn't in Northern California anymore. But soon enough I made plans with my friends here and those feelings subsided. My friends here although spread out, are very near and dear to me even though i favor some of them over others. Asian Sea Food Buffet with the dancers, Middle school asian get together, and one of my bestfriends 18th birthday party. I thought i had nothing to look forward to here for some odd reason but just seeing this makes me realize, wow i am in fact leaving a shit load here. This place is the longest area i've ever settled down in and could arguably be my hometown.
There's just so many memories that I can't believe they're all going to be distant from me. However in context that sounds saddening when in reality i guess that could be the best thing for me. Look towards the future. Or rather, handle shit now, but keep the future in your mind, and keep the past on the back burner.
time to make my limited time here be the last great moments of my child hood before i step into the college life of adulthood.
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